OMG You’ve pretty much explained my same issues right now :'(
And i have the same problem with the doctors not doing jack sh*t, we eczema sufferers need more rights!
I’ve spent three weeks off college and am on the verge of getting kicked out for something i have no control over. I wake up every morning with dead skin that i spend ages removing. I’m itching right now
I also cannot stand to look in the mirror and my mum keeps complaining because i constantly cover the bathroom mirror so that i don’t have to see myself, and i have developed low self esteem and depression to the point that i actually didn’t want to be alive as that would be the only thing to end my suffering
To be honest, i slept to get my spirits up as that was the closest thing to not being alive for me, but it resulted in me becoming depressed as i hadn’t seen daylight for weeks because i’d sleep for around 18+ hours a day
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